The light flickered. All of a
sudden I could feel all the pain I had been feeling for years drain out of my
body, leaving me with a lightness I had never before experienced. I could no longer hear the rain outside, but was left with the sound of my thoughts. The light engulfed me;
making me feel complete and unafraid. It was ok. I was ok. It became a source
of comfort. I was not alone. They say your life flashes by you in this moment.
But it was more the feelings of a lifetime manifested in a single moment. Pure
Happiness. As I walked forward, the
emotions became more powerful, drawing me in. As I got closer I knew I had a
choice: to continue towards the peace I had been searching my whole life for,
or to go back—back to the pain and the anguish. Today, the choice was simple. I
kept walking.