This week...

This week has been blahhhhhhhh.

Sunday night I had a fever of 103. Missed that day of work. Went to a doctor. Went to another doctor. had an outpatient procedure. (unrelated to the sickness) Missed another day of work. Took a loratab for the first time. Got sick with that. blah blah blah.
I'm tired of doctors. Tired of feeling like I am not a good worker since when I can't go in than my boss has to because its a small company and no one can cover me. I'm tired of not having a schedule. I'm tired of having so many opportunities that I want to do, but can't. BLAH

All in all, I am READY for the weekend. Confrence Weekend, even! I have had so many questions. I think that this was put before me for a reason, lets hope I make the right choices!!!!!

update

So remember my little diddy about emetophobia, and my fear of barfola??

Well, Chris watched some show that has funny online videos on it. One a lady throws up hardcore all over her wedding dress. I was able to watch it. Twice.

I didn't run out of the room.

I didn't close my eyes.

I watched it.

Yes, I watched it.


Now, I saw that is a step in the right direction!!


We will forget about the several moments today when I was helping my guy at work and in front of him thinking "Please don't throw up. Please don't throw up."